Sunday Blues

Hey guys, how's your Sunday? Mine was emotional.

Well I was having fun at Robinsons Raffles City with my mum today until this song came out from the speakers on the ceiling.

There's always that one person that will always have your heart.
You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start.
Know that you're that one for me.
It's clear for everyone to see.
Oh baby, you will always be my boo.

I don't know about y'all but I know about us and it's the only way we know how to rock.

Do you remember, girl, I was the one that gave you your first kiss cause I remember, girl, I was the one who said put your lips like this.
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name, girl, I was there and you were my baby.

I was in love with you when we were younger and you were mine (my boo).
When I see you from time to time I still feel like (my boo) (that's my baby).
You can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo) (I can't hide it) and even though there's another man who's in my life you will always be my boo.

Yes I remember boy cause after we kissed.
I can only think about you're lips.
Yes I remember boy the moment I knew.
You were the one I could spend my life with.
Even before all the fame and people screamin your name, I was there and you were my baby.

It started when we were younger you were mine (my boo) (you were mine).
Now another brother's taken over but it's still in you're eyes (my boo) (yes it is).
Even though we use to argue it's all right (my boo) (it's all right, it's ok).
I know we haven't seen each other in a while but you will always be my boo.

Just great I said. I didn't need to feel that way at that time. Urgh

Bogus Update

Ah shit. This is the point in my life where I got no shit to blog about.

(Searching for shit to blog about...) Oh okay. I think I should stop dating and really really focus more on myself now. (Urgh I actually had to sleep for 15 minutes before typing that sentence)Eish serious sey, ape sey nak di-blog-kan?

Baik ah dah jadi macam Azhar. Blog stagnate... Urgh!

Maybe I'd just let my drawings take over the typing ah. Hee!

My OSIM Girl Hehehehe

Hey guys! Have you heard? SMRT is deciding to increase the fares for your fucking bus and train rides you know? They said something about an increase cost of diesel so a necessary adjusting is required for its MRT, LRT and bus services. Listen don't get your feet cold alright? I bet it's just a small increase so there's nothing to fear or tremble about! Shit I make it sound so... Haa! Nevermind!

Oh and they're gonna submit its proposal to the Public Transport Council. I think by 1st August if I'm not wrong. Oh and also if it's approved, the adjustment could like kick in around October? I think so... I don't know!

Anyways everything went as per norm so far today. I came late for school, attended dull lessons after that. I took pictures just to kill boredom, then went back home with Isa, got online and now blogging about shitty things.

Talking about shitty things... I hate EG2134! Argh!

I REALLY hate EG2134! Argh! As you can see, I already got my haircut done but Keira told me that I look like an Ah Pek. Oh you hurt my feelings man... Hee! Oh and look how my muscular my calves are! Aiya, I got my hand in the way... Shit it looks like... Hahahaha!

I just watched Maggi Me earlier today and Fiona Xie was as hot as ever! Oooh and those shoulders... but despite all those visual seductions, I got really disappointed after seeing one of the special effects where Adrian Pang had to like put his hand through the ghoulish Fiona Xie (which I find it a little kinky, hee). Alamak! Mediacorp so rich right? So why is the special effect like so? It's like the work of a secondary school student from IT club man! Oh man...

Warning

I've seen her blog a few days ago and I think everyone have read her blog too because her blog was on Friendster. Yeah, Friendster will notify everyone in your friends list if you happen to update your blog. That sucks if you want your blog to be a private and confidential one but even if she wants it to be that way, too bad because like I said, I've already seen it and I've read one of her posts about me.

You know throughout the whole period? I was really really sincere and loyal to her. I treated her right and made her happy like never before like any good boyfriend would do but sometimes in life, you don't always get what you really want and then I came to a realisation where I'm not sure whether I'm ready for this second relationship of mine. I thought if I continue with this, I'd miss my life as a teenager. I told her all that at that very night and urgh, I just can't stand her tears at the end! It made me feel really bad even though it was a sweet seperation and I didn't expect it to be as akward as it is right now although we agreed to be friends. Well she didn't actually agree on anything lah but I did proposed to be friends again. I wanna talk to her and I'm sure she wants to talk to me too but it's a little difficult for now I think but at least we're doing it fine just by talking to each other in MSN Messenger. Her "hehe" emoticon trademark and all. Well we'll just let time do its thing ah. She's been sick nowadays so get well soon, Sweets.

Dear Tagboarders

I would like to delete my tagboard soon and set up a comment option. It will be located under every posts of mine and it will also be really troublesome for some of you but hey, at least it can put the nonsensical stuff on my tagboard on halt, forever.

Huh? What? You guys don't want me to delete my tagboard? Oh alright then. So I'm gonna refresh my board. I hope you guys refresh yourselves too.

With love
Shalih

Aiyah

I don't know why but I'm feeling miserable. Jessica Alba doesn't wanna see me anymore just because she thinks that she's a scape goat.

Remember the time I watched Mistress of Spices with Stella and Andrea?

Anonymousss: Baik ah main catching...

Syahid: It'll only turn me on if she wears something italian haa.

Aquilah: Contact me.

Hanging by a Moment

Alright, it's official. Four movies this month. One in each week. Not bad for a low budget guy like me eh? Haa. Maybe I'm just addicted ah, to those comfy sofa-like chairs and that gloomy atmosphere, especially before the movie starts. Oh and that wasted kind of feeling you get when you spend all your money on movies which will eventually be shown at HBO or Star Movies a year later. Haa. Yeah so anyways, you know those type of feelings which you think you've thrown away but actually you just kept it on the top shelf and now you've found it back? Yeah, guess what? I think I've found mine back. It's still in perfect shape, never been touched, but I don't really know what I'm gonna do with it. Haa.

She's one that's exceptionally beautiful and it's like a dream. Maybe that's why I was nervously pespiring, but I really think it was just the humid night! Haa! We managed to pretend that we had a tight friendship throughout the whole thing, which I find was a good idea... Haa or else it will be pretty akward ah!

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing left to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

This should be archived ah! The kekekness all!
Azhar: Baik ah rambut aku merepek.
Noor: Nak tumpang glamour nampak? Dah ade blog sendiri pun... Haiz...Yang sebelah tu pun same jugak!
Azhar: Err okay... Shalih, sorry cause I tumpang glamour here.
Shalih: It's okay it's okay. Hee!
Mubarak: Ahhh this is one great art. Macam gini kan cantik? So don't be jealous okay kiter tumpang glamour dekat sini? Siape jeles boleh releks suah, wee! Hehehehe.

Hanis: I've always wanted to try photography. Just dig those grayscale pictures! Hee.

Anonymous: Malas ah nak main catching.

Syahid: Dah lamer kau tak update tagboard aku eh? Hee. Boy MIA betul...

I Can't Love You, The Chili Told Me So

Yawns. Hi guys. I just woke up and I'll be giving you a morning update but first, Good Morning Singapore. Alright, I caught a movie with Stella and her friend, Andrea, at Cathay Orchard yesterday evening. I feel proud and I don't know why, that I actually watched three movies this month! It's like a movie marathon or something like that. Anyways, the movie that we caught yesterday was... Mistress of Spices starring the oh-so-spicy, Aishwarya Rai. The movie was about choosing between a life of special powers or a life of romance and it's nothing like a typical Bollywood type of storyline. Yes, romance. Whatever. Urgh but hey, I've never seen so much chili before or even a couple having sex on a bed of chili. Is there a plural for chili?

Moving on, I was really happy to see Stella because it's been a long time since I last met her. She's still the same girl inside out, no change, except for her hair. I really like her. Although I look at her as an elder sister, even though our age are pretty much the same, she claims that I'm her part-time boyfriend, which I know it was just a joke.

Also, I bought myself a pair of earrings! Shit I sound so gay... Lets try again. Also, I bought myself this cool pair of earrings which cost me four dollars. Don't worry don't worry. Kiter tak tindik. It's those magnetic ones, yeah so, I think dropped one of the pair on my way home because I couldn't find it anywhere. Sigh and this freaking not-so-cute-anymore pimple on my nose's really getting to piss me off because... it's hideous and... it's gonna erupt soon. Urgh.

Mubarak: Yeah those friendly Banglas. I really hope they don't think that we're making fun of them. We're just taking pictures of their smiles. They deserve some appreciation from Singaporeans for working hard building our cities. Yeah.

Aquilah: I don't have digicam ah. That's just my friend's camera phone. Hee.

Singapore's Next Top Model

I think my previous post was a little bit too harsh. I'm sorry, Husni... Such a good friend today, he. Took me around the school with his bike which made me so damn tempted to buy a bike of my own, a Vespa scooter... Ahhh, oh Vespa Vespa.

Noor: If I'm taking the pictures, wouldn't that make me a photographer? And wouldn't the shots be a photographer shots?? Baik ah show attitude... Hee! I get what you mean actually. Haa.

Azhar: Yeah I think so too, must be the eyes. If you look deep into them right, you'll fall in love with Husni. I almost did the other day... Hee!

Hafiz: Sudah lah! Kau sendiri tak ajak aku gi mane-mane, nak suruh kiter ajak kau. Tak malu seyyy. Heeeeee.

Maaak, adik kalau dah besar kan, adik nak jadi jurugambar ah.

Amik Ubat

Searched high and low, left and right, and ahhh found him, thanks to me. Kenalkan lah ni, Sorin, Husni's long lost twin. Macam mane bleh tercampak kat Argentina pun aku tak tau. Hee...

Ahaa Konnichiwa Bitches

I really need get my own camera phone, man because it's like photo-taking season for me. You know if I have my own camera phone a few weeks ago, I wouldn't be borrowing Azhar's and Jun Long's, which I think is starting to get annoying, for them and also, don't be bored with your camera. Be creative and take pictures like below... (Thanks Azhar for his magic phone)

Pffft

It's official, I'm bored.

Last Minute

Hey hey, I'm so sorry for not updating, yeah? I just really didn't have the time to update.
Yeah, so a lot of things have been happening and I'm gonna start with last saturday.

It was already 11.30am and the weather was just perfect for studying. Me and kas studied together at Northpoint Yishun after her ngaji lessons. Well we actually wanted to study at McDonald's but it was really crowded so haa, we ended up studying in the sempit KFC instead which was just right beside the McDonald's. It was productive I can say... even though there many distractions, haa including those Kit Kats jokes. What's up with that, man? Then we had to leave the place because it was getting really crowded and people needed to sit down to eat. We decided to go to a nearby neighbourhood and we found a really cool playground and so we studied there. Well SHE studied there. I was too engrossed with the see saw and I even asked Kas to sit at the other side. Haa I felt bad because she was studying and all. We took pictures and chatted for awhile before leaving for my soccer game at Yishun Ring Road. Took bus 804 from the Interchange and met Azhar and Isa in the bus. When we reached the field at 3pm, haa I had to lie to the whole team that Kas was just a cousin because some of them were like starting to whisper and all. Kas was really quiet through out the game. Expected it so.

Now the game, it was two giants playing against each other. Salem Fire versus Church of Ephipany. They had the opening goal but Azhar the centre forward equalised it later on. With a suicidal celebration that can lead to a yellow card. Yeah lah, which captain wouldn't be worried sey. He took off his shirt and ran around the field. He seemed possessed lah that's all I can say. Soon I realised that our team was going to lose because I can see that we were really desperate to win it even the defenders helped to attack. I was getting worried so I pulled myself down a bit on the left. Then it started. A pass from the opposition to to one of their forwards on the right. He dashed through our defense so it was a one-on-one situation with Kai the keeper. While the both of them tried to settle it, I ran up all the way to my goal knowing something bad would happen. The forward managed to go past Kai, leaving him with busted knee later on, passed to his team mate and he took a shot. I slided thinking I could prevent that goal but I was just a few centimetres away. Shit. 2-1 was the final score. More of this at http://salemfire.blogspot.com/.
After the match ended, Kas and I wen back home seperately. That concludes my Saturday.

Sunday/Monday was wow. I went to my Grandma's place after for such a long time. Honestly I miss everyone including my cousins and I was lucky enough not to come with my Italy jacket. German freny ah. Haa. We talked about those people who support Italy once after they reached the Semi-finals. Urgh! Not true supporters sey... unlike me who've been supporting Italy since 1998. Haa. After that I went to my 2nd sister's place to watched the finals. It was really nerve recking lah. I predicted that France would trashed Italy with three goals but it didn't seem that way in the end. Haa and I completely dozed off at the part when Zidane got sent off. Urgh but managed to watch the rest of the game. Well, we won and I felt so sorry for my french brother-in-law. Slept over with a smile that night. Next day I went to school with students wearing anything that has got to do with Italy, man. What a sight. Haa seeing blue all over. That's pretty much it for the updates. So...

I'm very much happy now knowing I have good friends all around me, knowing that I can have time for family bonding, knowing that Italy got it's fourth star after 24 years and knowing that I'm better off being single. It costs and people have to pay the price. I'm sorry but even I know that's not good enough for you.

Lemme Rest In Peace Without The Drags

Something happened earlier. I wanted to start a conversation with the person that I care so much, but she ignored me as if I wasn't there at all. Dejavu it seems. Well maybe she had many reasons for doing so, but it really hurts me even if she doesn't have one. Maybe I just deserved it lah, but I really didn't mean to hurt anyone in any way. Lemme tell you what I just need. Just a few weeks to fix myself. Just to mend myself, so how hurting can that be? Understanding's all I need from you right now.

I don't know whether or not you're gonna keep this ignorance thing up but I do know it's gonna be awfully tough for me to get back in if I'm ready.

France will be facing the italians in the Finals now after beating Portugal with Zidane's penalty kick (1-0). Just as I expected! I meant the final two countries, not the score. Well if you want me to predict the score for the Finals, then it'd be 'Italy 3 - 1 France'. Haa.

Noor: Hey if you wanna spread it, spread it properly. I don't know what happened to her. Whether or not she's angry. I mean why should she be? And I have Azhar coming to me asking stupid questions. It's evident enough that he misunderstood you. Or maybe YOU misunderstood me. (This is a anger-free explanation)

Azhar: Haa yeah! Remember I once said that Sorin looks like Husni? Okay maybe the other way round. I think both are them are twins. I wanna take a picture of Husni and put it beside Sorin's picture. HAA.

Aquilah: Hee. Sorry lah. Felt like doing so anyways.

Rahmariah: Baik ah kene TAGGED. Main catching pe...

Forza Azzurri

Good morning, Singapore! And good morning, Italy! Ahaaa. They won this morning's game against Caihua's favourite team, Germany. Such a relief right now for me and the rest of the Italian supporters to know that they've reached to the finals so it doesn't matter if they win or lose.

The game this morning was totally nerve-recking man! 0-0 full time and first period of the extra time. I was dreading the penalty shoot outs before Grosso and Del Piero scored a goal each at the last minutes of the second period! Oh my gosh my gosh gosh. It was really wonderful oh and seeing Ballack tearing when the match was over, it somewhat reminded me of Cai Hua. I'm sorry k?

Italy's Wishlist
Revenge on the Koreans
Stop the Brazilians from getting their 6th star
Crush the dreams of other countries
Avenge the Argentians
Apologise to the German supporters
Lose in the finals
Join the World Cup 2006 for fun

Nurhayati: Thanks! I like the current background. It's so me. Haa and about the previous background. I got no problems with it. Just that I prefer this one more.

Caihua: My number one enemy? Germany? Apparently not... Haa.

Noor: Main chak-chak lagi budak ni... Hee.

Aquilah: But I love to spam tagboards! Haa. That long-haired Sorin? Azhar, she said Sorin looks awful. Hee. Anyways, who was that guy who messaged you through the net??

Sunday Yellows

Good morning, Singapore! Yawns. Yeah I just woke up on a monday morning. It's like 8+ already and school's finally starting again today because the common tests are over! I really hope I do well for all of it. I won't be expecting a pass for mathematics of course. It's somewhat harder this time round and I just know I'm gonna fail it badly. Ah I just know it. Well I've got no one to teach me like last time, when I was still with Khad. She was always there when I needed help in mathematics, but no matter. I on my own now and I can teach myself, hopefully. I just need to pay more attention during lectures and tutorials, taking down notes and practicing 5 questions per day like what Kimberly used to say to make my mathematics perfect and that's what I'm gonna do! That is if I fail lah. Ahaa no point doing all those stupidiculous things if I pass.

Anyways, last night was woahhh. Undescribababable. I can't explain it really. Lets just say that I was in cloud 9! I was so in love with Su and I still am and I just wanna come back for more! I can't get enough of her! Mmm.

Earlier yesterday, I had training which was pretty tiring of course and I wanna apologise to Isa for injuring him. I didn't do it deliberately. I was just really frustrated with someone else at that time and I vent my anger by tackling really hard on him. I hope his ankle is alright by now. Then after training, I quickly went back home to take a shower and some money and left to take the train, with Azhar accompanying me, all the way to Sembawang Sun Plaza to meet up with her. I wanted to see her so badly yesterday and so did she. I guess we miss each other a lot. So we went to Cavana and I bought this delicious Honey Grilled Chicken Rice. Well it didn't seem delicious to me but it wasn't that bad. She didn't get anything because she wasn't that hungry. She claimed to have food at home. Oh well, we then proceed to Coffee bean to chill for awhile. She had this Sunrise drink which was some good tasting orange milkshake and I had my all time facourite drink, Pure Chocolate! If I like something, I'll stick to it forever. Ahaa and so we talked about stuff and mostly about us. Insecurities and jealousy all. Typical stuff and we converse and converse until it got pretty late so we decided conclude the day. I sent her home and then _____ and then I sent my tired ass home. I kept yawning and yawning. Sigh. I just pray that future trainings won't be as tiring as yesterdays. Fortunately, I had my PSP to keep me awake. So, an enjoyable day yesterday. Hope today will be one too. Oh cannot cannot. Monday blues lah. Shizit.

Wonders of the Tail

Wonders of the tail. Do you know every cat's tail got a mind of its own? It'll move here and there, slapping the floor and waving in the air, and if a cat's interested in something and at the same time trying to draw some attention, the miracle tail goes up! Haa. Weird nature.

So, the sketch above was done by Kasmiranti and it's actually for me which I find it very sweet! Well Kas's getting better and better and I'm really proud of her. Her imgaination's like expanded now. I can sense a collaboration coming soon! Haa.

Azhar: I can't take off Totti because he's the captain of the team. Sorry.

Aquilah: Hello there, Bulat!

Gerard: Forza Azzurri! I pray that Germany will lose.

Noor: Woahhhhhhhhh. Terperanjat seyyyyyyyyyy. Haa. Welcome to the Zhalih Zone! HAA. Stop it okay.

Shalih +11)

In loving memory of the Argentinians. I have set up the imposible to crush Germany's Dream. In goal, I have Buffon. Defending in front of his goal are Italy's finest, Nesta and Cannavaro. Protecting from attacks on the German side and also participating in attacks from the sides, I have Zambrotta, who cracked a goal against Ukraine two days ago, and Heinze. Actively defends during defense and acts as the starting point of attacks, I have none other than Pirlo. Argentine's finest, Rodriguez and Sorin, are the ideal attackers from the sides and during defense, they can defend against German attacks down the side. Totti whom I chose to captain this team will be the provider for the last pass to the forward, and he's quite a shooter himself. Now the strikers who will score goals for this special team, the rabbit, Saviola and Gilardino. Watch out Germany...

Shocker

Coming across a ridiculous photo and sharing it with friends and letting them use it without telling everyone who they get it from and taking zero credit for all of it. Sigh.... That's called a 'Shalih' thing.

Say It Appropriately

Deep and ardent affection. Who's this girl I adore? Who's this girl I devote to? Who's this girl I worship? No no no... Who's this girl I LOVE?

She's the love of my life, Suhailah Binte Asmi.

Seeing Green

It's the seventh day of the week when I went out studying with my likable friends at McDonald's which was somewhere in the middle of Sembawang. Having to sit for a common test in two days time, I promised myself to study real hard and not lose focus... ...but as you can see, I broke my promise. Sigh, might as well take more right? And so I did.Tapi ade je orang tu sibuk nak amik gambar same2. Sigh. There goes a wonderful picture. Wasted...So I got really mad and I couldn't help it. Kenalkanlah ni Mubarak. The only Arab guy in our lecture group in school.I couldn't scare him away damn it! Oh well... "Just let it go," I said to myself. "It'll all be over soon..."

Pas tu member nak amik gambar sorang2 pulak... Pfft!