You know throughout the whole period? I was really really sincere and loyal to her. I treated her right and made her happy like never before like any good boyfriend would do but sometimes in life, you don't always get what you really want and then I came to a realisation where I'm not sure whether I'm ready for this second relationship of mine. I thought if I continue with this, I'd miss my life as a teenager. I told her all that at that very night and urgh, I just can't stand her tears at the end! It made me feel really bad even though it was a sweet seperation and I didn't expect it to be as akward as it is right now although we agreed to be friends. Well she didn't actually agree on anything lah but I did proposed to be friends again. I wanna talk to her and I'm sure she wants to talk to me too but it's a little difficult for now I think but at least we're doing it fine just by talking to each other in MSN Messenger. Her "hehe" emoticon trademark and all. Well we'll just let time do its thing ah. She's been sick nowadays so get well soon, Sweets.Dear Tagboarders
I would like to delete my tagboard soon and set up a comment option. It will be located under every posts of mine and it will also be really troublesome for some of you but hey, at least it can put the nonsensical stuff on my tagboard on halt, forever.
Huh? What? You guys don't want me to delete my tagboard? Oh alright then. So I'm gonna refresh my board. I hope you guys refresh yourselves too.
With love
Shalih



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